Journal Entry #1
When i was 29 years of age. This was around the time my cycle didn't come down for almost three months and i was so excited, Because i thought for sure that i was pregnant, but i wasn't. Later on that day i heard from my family that my little brother and his girlfriend was going to have a baby. I was so emotional damage from my news of not being pregnant and to just find out they was going to have a baby and they wasn't even planning for one like i was. I was jealous of there news i couldn't evening congratulate them on the news. and also at the time my brother was just gradurating from High School and was already to start College at Eastern University. And at the time he was only 18 years old and she was 17 years old now becoming a parent. I've gotten to a point in my life that i want a baby girl so badly that i would even go and adopt one. I guess after my boyfriend for 6 1/2 years told me that he was okay that i wasn't and he was just happy in love with me and my son is all child that he needed and wouldn't mind adopting a child instead and that i need to be happy for my brother . Eventually i did , now two years later i'm the Aunt of two Beautiful little girls that i love very much and couldn't image how my life would be without my son and nieces. 
When i was 29 years of age. This was around the time my cycle didn't come down for almost three months and i was so excited, Because i thought for sure that i was pregnant, but i wasn't. Later on that day i heard from my family that my little brother and his girlfriend was going to have a baby. I was so emotional damage from my news of not being pregnant and to just find out they was going to have a baby and they wasn't even planning for one like i was. I was jealous of there news i couldn't evening congratulate them on the news. and also at the time my brother was just gradurating from High School and was already to start College at Eastern University. And at the time he was only 18 years old and she was 17 years old now becoming a parent. I've gotten to a point in my life that i want a baby girl so badly that i would even go and adopt one. I guess after my boyfriend for 6 1/2 years told me that he was okay that i wasn't and he was just happy in love with me and my son is all child that he needed and wouldn't mind adopting a child instead and that i need to be happy for my brother . Eventually i did , now two years later i'm the Aunt of two Beautiful little girls that i love very much and couldn't image how my life would be without my son and nieces. 
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